http://www.sixbillionsecrets.com/Illustrated+Secrets/It-Can-Only-Go-So-Far/1910195
my first ever post.

I cannot hold this anymore
my hands are tired of only waiting to let go
and I am waiting still
I used to know which way to turn
you were a light inside a tunnel in my head
I try to follow still

its hard to see you we are older now
and when I find you you just turn around
this is a black and white of you I found
I hang you up and then I pull you down

no more apologies from me
my arms are tired of picking up what I put down
you're all I think of still
I'm gonna miss you every day
I turn my back on anyone who won't believe
and it gets lonely still

its hard to see you we are older now
and when I find you you just turn around
this is a black and white of you I found
I hang you up and then I pull you down

I get lost sometimes
another year flies by
but I know if I try
memories of the light in your eyes
can take me back in time

its hard to see you we are older now
and when I find you you just turn around
this is a black and white of you I found
I hang you up and then I pull you down

I don't hear music anymore
my ears are tired of all the pictures in the words
you are in them still

quite confused with what i want in life recently. But i've been trying to keep a positive mindset and it seems to be working. I'm less sad now but sometimes... hahahais. 

Here I am, here I stand
I stand amazed
Your beauty has surrounded me
It has beckoned me to be who You
Say that I am
You make everything new

If I could run and fall into Your arms
And lay before all I have in store
Then I would

Now I stand, now I live
I live for you
The beauty of the cross and love
It has beckoned me to be who You
Say that I am
You make everything new

If I could run and fall into Your arms
And lay before all I have in store
Then I would

The day will come
The day is soon when I see You
All glory shown
All power loose
When I see You

Now I will run and fall into Your arms
And lay before all I have in store
Yes I will\\\










all i have is lost.